So im talking to the guy again and he's acting like nothing has happened but i know there has so it was a little awkward but i was happy to be able to hug him again and all that jazz...
Monday, December 10, 2012
Sunday, December 9, 2012
so i feel like tell a life store and this is just the place because almost no one sees it so here i go....
this last Sunday i was on the phone with one of my bests friends and she's best friends with my kinda crush and his plan was to ask me out on monday and my friend was going to tell him if i would say yes or no and i told her to tell him no and i didn't think he would be mad and that he would just understand what i guess was so wrong because he would even look at me not let along walk me to my classes like normal. So i just though it would be a one maybe 2 day thing and it so wasn't it was a week thing and after the last period of the day my best friend gives me a letter and walks off (i think she was mad at me this whole week too) but i didn't read it tell i was along just because i didn't want someone to take it but i looked at who wrote it and it wasn't my friend it was my crush :/ so i waited tell i could read it and it said, my name...." I just wanted to say that i miss you so much. its not my choice if you want a boyfriend and i have no reason to be mad. I hate not getting one of your hugs in the morning ,walking you to class and most of all seeing you every day. After school when we hang out id pretty much the best part of my day, the only things that comes close to beating it is your goodnight texts. I don't think i will forget the way i met you... with one hand over your eye, haha, i still don't know what happened but i know it was fine by monday because you looked better then ever:D I'm not very good at writing letters but i just want you to know that i'm sorry. I was just mad because i have so many feelings for you and i thought you did feel the same what about me:( I hope we can get past this because i miss you." his name. and a <3 and then of course i texted him and now we are texting ill have to tell you if we are talking in real tomorrow when i see him so i guess tell tomorrow to finish tell you what will happen.
this last Sunday i was on the phone with one of my bests friends and she's best friends with my kinda crush and his plan was to ask me out on monday and my friend was going to tell him if i would say yes or no and i told her to tell him no and i didn't think he would be mad and that he would just understand what i guess was so wrong because he would even look at me not let along walk me to my classes like normal. So i just though it would be a one maybe 2 day thing and it so wasn't it was a week thing and after the last period of the day my best friend gives me a letter and walks off (i think she was mad at me this whole week too) but i didn't read it tell i was along just because i didn't want someone to take it but i looked at who wrote it and it wasn't my friend it was my crush :/ so i waited tell i could read it and it said, my name...." I just wanted to say that i miss you so much. its not my choice if you want a boyfriend and i have no reason to be mad. I hate not getting one of your hugs in the morning ,walking you to class and most of all seeing you every day. After school when we hang out id pretty much the best part of my day, the only things that comes close to beating it is your goodnight texts. I don't think i will forget the way i met you... with one hand over your eye, haha, i still don't know what happened but i know it was fine by monday because you looked better then ever:D I'm not very good at writing letters but i just want you to know that i'm sorry. I was just mad because i have so many feelings for you and i thought you did feel the same what about me:( I hope we can get past this because i miss you." his name. and a <3 and then of course i texted him and now we are texting ill have to tell you if we are talking in real tomorrow when i see him so i guess tell tomorrow to finish tell you what will happen.
Hey i guess to myself:( still havent gotten anyone to comment whats fine i dont know who whould i mean i dont think anyone knows about this blog and i dont want to tell my friends cause they all really could care less and would tell me to get a life. i just want to tell people my life probems with out them knowing who i am.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
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